24 October 2009.
Tonight had been over over over the board.
The Lord is too good and timely for me.
Still suffering from shock.
As i was on the altar( responding to Isaac's call of being angry at God for past things etc)... and as we sung " Worship You, My Lord...Until the very end" and Coral prayed for me..
Isaac's words of being honest,rang in my mind..
So being honest....
I said to God....
That i was angry at times when i called and not hear His Voice
Screamed and cried, and not feel HIs presence or touch..
And as i kneeled down before Him, i said " for this time, that i'm so honest, can you please remind me that You actually hear me!"
Saying about that...i must say...never fool around with my God.
As i pour out all that i had to say...i hear our dear gaius's voice comin close.....
i thought he was going somewhere..but lest did i know it was me!
he say God gave him a dream of my desperation last night..(Jaw-drop moments.)
And it was by no coincidence....
he say God had greater greater thing to come....
(yes yes shocked shocked more shocked...but a pleasant one..)
Surely i got to ask him someday, what did he actually dream about...
