In front, and all seems fine...
But when you dig right within...then you find it's actually not...
There are things not right..
It maybe the way we talk to each other...
The way we are just too easily frustrated....
I'm feeling vulnerable...too easily hurt by the words of people around me...
Or maybe that's what it should be...
Since they are people closest to my heart...
But the feeling lingers for far tooooo long....
It is that in this TIME of CHANGE that Satan had felt the threat..
that he had resorted to use such acts to break that "already weak" bonds...
That little words... that little acts....that little insinuations..
Hate it when it's like that
I hate it when i get yell at....
Cause at the end of it...it seems like only i felt bad about it...
and the rest simply continue on with their life....
Like nothing had ever happened...
IS it just me??
At this moment...this yielding for God grew stronger....
Maybe Satan wanted to distract me from the things of God with these little as such...
But still the feeling grew stronger...
the feeling that i need God more grew stronger..
with every single moment...
With every word typed...the empowerment grew...
Lord...I need You..beyond all....i only need You...
for i find no satisfaction with things that is not of You...
Lord help me
take away the impulsive frustration..
Take away that awful feeling that I am entrapped...for i know You had given me freedom..
Freedom that no one can take away...
Lord grant me LOVE...
that Love that endures...
that Love that is patience.....
that Love that last...
That Love like the water of living that i may taste and thirst no more....
LORD I NEED YOU...
BEYOND ALL..
for without You...i know not a thing..
for without You...i cant imagine...
For without You...how insignificant would all be...
Ooo CReator.....the Creator of me..Lord teach me now
Lord, You said You will use the willing and not the able...for you will enable the willing...
Use me Lord
Use me......
This....i pray...
